Monday, July 27, 2009

Do you ever love a person so deeply in your life?

遇到曾經愛過的人… 記得微笑向他感激… 因為他是讓你更懂愛的人!
If you happens to meet your ex-lover, remember to smile and thanks him, for he has teached you comprehend on love. U agreed?

For me, I think it's so damaging... Leaving me makes him happier, but it causes me to lost all my confidence on relationship.

He was so sweet, humble, loving and patience, when we are so sweetly in love for 2 years plus, silly me didn't even realise that his love has faded away months ago, until he gets pissed off and told me off...

Once a while, I'll still miss him terribly...
I miss to be kiss at the forehead, when I am sad..
I miss to be hug, when i am insecure...
I miss every of our memories...

I just watched a taiwanese movie by the name of EASY FORTUNE HAPPY LIFE. Which trigger me again....pissed off! The storyline was about a grandma, who spend her whole life waiting for her boyfriend, who actually cheated on her, that he'll return to marry her, and at last she passed away, before she can manage to see the heartless man return to see her... until her very last breath, she still believe that he might have some obligation that holds him back.. until her very last breath, she still believe that the man actually love her... until her very last breath, she still grateful that she die with his love...

Die hard lah, me!... I feel I'll be the same like her...gratefully, wanna live alone until my last breath with our sweet memories and love... and die in glory!

I feel wanna knock my head on the wall already, why am i so stubborn, so faithful, so naive... also think that, he might has some obligationssssssss....(stoopit idea ya!)

He might be having his great time on bed with his new gf now, and yet... I still hold on to our promises and couldn't let go...

Please!!!!! Anyone can please help me.... Is there any good solution to get through all this shity idea...

4 comments:

jen said...

invest your feeling on a new guy :) it works, but don't simply pick someone.

Joanna Tang said...

Jen:I suspect I got eyes sight problem, why always can target the right 1 ah??

FAMILY FIRST said...

woman! you really need spanking! wake up and move on with life my dear!

Joanna Tang said...

Family First:I think I really need some spanking to wake up.. hehe!