Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Love Poison

I thought I have forgotten about him... I thought I managed to defeat the hurt... I thought I finally able to let go of him and start on with a new relationship...

Its being 2 years we apart... I still not pretty sure, the actual reason he left me... or maybe, Its me who's not willing to accept the fact that he has changed.

He still exist deep down in my heart... I still fail to let go... until I face him...

Obviously, he has totally forego...

I have to keep trying to wipe him out from my mind and heart...

I will keep trying...

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

RESENTMENT

Why does women always got the blame for a failed marriage?

It's like a death sentence...

Nobody wish to have such a dramatic life...

I'm in such a devastating stage...

Monday, April 25, 2011

CRITERIA

Wat's ur criteria on selecting a life partner..

Wealth or Love? both...

Well, not many ppl are as lucky...

I think I'll rather choose to be solo... as I dun believe someone will love us unconditionally... except our God~ Amen!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

mind-numbing

No matter how tough you are, never fly alone~ wat a tear jeaking remark...

Sometimes, I wish to be alone.... but sometimes, I feel lonesome to be alone... sounds crazy ya... hehe~

Sometimes, I feel proud to be able to troubleshoot all the tasks in terms of work, but sometimes I feel really exhausted on the workload...

It's nice to have someone to share your hapiness with, but sometimes, it's can be really distressing too...

Monday, April 11, 2011

Wat a misfortune day!!!

Having such an unpleasant days.... I felt wreathed about the way things had turned out for my best friend. She has been trying so hard to keep her marriage alive, but.. too bad, the husband is a total physchotic... He even accusing me for ruin their marriage.. moreover, he log in to his wife's fb and leave an awful comment on my fb wall, wtf!! The worst part is... he has been spreading faux statement against me... wat an idiot... pissed off with those silly man (not mentioning all man lah!), who never wanna admit their own mistake, but keep blaming others for their own failure... suckssss.... For goodness sake, I use to advise my friend to give in, eventhough, it's not her fault, I still pursuading her to be more patience with him, and this is how he think I am... I have had it enough, and that is... I dun wanna f*** care anymore...

Well, when a person is having bad tide of the day, bad luck will follow suit.. I caught in car accident again, partially is my fault too lah... I know I should not make the turn at the junction, but.. everyone of us who live here does that mah! (wat an excuse ~_~) at the end, butt got kiss loh... it costs me around $1k to repair, the other party promise to pay 1/2 of the repairing fee, but I have yet to receive the $$.... hopefully he won't fool me..
Received an sms from one of my friend's husband, asking me whereabout is his wife? Wat is that to do with me again?? How do I know where his wife is??? obviously, she's making use of my name to do something funny behind... Excuse me... if you wanna do something funny, think of other ways, not ruin your friend reputation here... I am sucks enough... I dun wanna be so kind hearted anymore...
Wat an unpleasant day of mine... shoo shoo~

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

1ST ATTEMPT

First update in Year 2011.

Well, A new beginning year for me, lots of unbelievable things happened in my life.. good & bad..

Someone who left me, came back IN to my life... U might think that I'm insane... (STOP guessing.. not TP #_#)

Quote: " We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

Ganbateh!