Wednesday, April 29, 2009

My 2 kids

Dear, God.

Please help me to get through this hard time, I thought I already overcome it, I thought I already managed to forget him, managed to take a baby step ahead to start on a new life.

Why? do i miss him terribly again this few days... my health start to deteriorate... I lost my appetite, having sleeplessness nite.

I keep telling myself that I have to be strong, I have to struggle to live for the sake of my 2 kids, they'll be more pity without me... Mummy wanna apologize to you 2, that mummy always makes you 2 worry.

I had a minor cut at the finger yesterday, the wound bleeded nonestop, I can see from my kids' eyes that they are so afraid of losing me... my son & daughter grip my hand so tightly and plead me to be strong and eat more, they complained that I have been losing a lot of weight recently... I am really sorry, dear... Mummy loves you, Ja & Lia.


10 comments:

Jen ® said...

You can put it through :)
You still have your children who love you, don't let them down.
Your daughter is very pretty, just like the mum.

Joanna Tang said...

Jen:Ya,I love them. I really have to thanks God for giving me 2 adorable kids. Friend, Thanks for the compliments ^_^

MeRy said...

Your 2 kids sayang you so much..so be strong!!

Chris said...

U r such a lovely mother, ;)

Joanna Tang said...

MeRy:Ya, I must stay strong, I must not be so selfish, they're more pitiful.. Thx for your encouragement..

Chris:I'm so sorry towards my kids.I wanna be a good mummy from now onwards, focus fully on them. Thx ^_^

Towards healthy and leisure life~! said...

Yes, they love you, you have to take care of yourself, we love you too! If you're too stress out, why not plan a trip or a vacation during this long weekend? take a break!

Joanna Tang said...

Towards healthy and leisure life:Ya, going to zoo with mum, dad, sisters and 2 kids on 1 may. Hopefully, can ease my stress.. thanks, friend. I love u all too. Really thanks thanks for the encouragement..

Josephine said...

Be strong!
Your kids need you!
I support you!

Joanna Tang said...

Josephine:Thx, thx.. so sweet of u! muak! muak! ^_^

LittleLamb said...

i'm similar like u. i can endure all these suffering because of my kid n God guiding me... :)