Monday, April 27, 2009

Mum....I need you!

I feel so moody since last week.

Partially, its b'cos mum started to give me cold treatment again.. I moved back to stay with my mum for nearly a month, I help her up with all house chores, cooking and washing. Recently, she even asked me to prepare dinner, eventhough I'll only be able to reach home around 6:30pm.

I don't have the intention to criticize my mum, b'cos she is still my biological mum.

I fulfilled her every needs and request, but she doesn't appreciate at all, she always think i have not repay her enough, for she has raised me.

I always remember, when i was violently beaten up by my drug addicted ex-husband, she never stand by me and say a word for me, she even told my ex-parent in law that she doesn't wanna get involve.. just b'cos they are wealthy, then you can let them torture your daughter??

Mum... I am not a superwomen.

Mum, even if you can just says that you love me... its already means the world to me.

12 comments:

Timothy Low said...

I hardly ever follow anyone's story about their life. Somehow, yours caught my attention.

Irenelim said...

That's tough. Be strong, girl!

Joanna Tang said...

Timothy Low:Thanks, but i wish my life can be better.

Irenelim:Thanks,my only solution to release my tension is to cry my lung out..

Josephine said...

Mother day is near the corner, maybe u can do something to make ur mom happy

Towards healthy and leisure life~! said...

Joanna, if you feel like crying your lungs out, just cry it out then! but after crying out loud, be strong and stand up again, fall down once a while doesn't means forever failure!

Joanna Tang said...

Josephine:I wonder i can ever satisfy her..

Towards healthy & leisure life:Thank u so much for your encouragement, it helps a lot, i'm just too pessimistic.

FAMILY FIRST said...

Jo, you just need to pick up yourself and move forward. Dont think about the past or dont wish for life to be better .. cos to improve our own life, we need to work hard towards it. Dont give up! You have lots of us to provide you the support and encouragement.

Jen ® said...

dear, don't give up. i'm very sure your sincerity will touch her heart soon! *hugssss*

Irenelim said...

Let me just give you a virtual hugzzz. Cheers, babe!

MeRy said...

Dun give up,be strong!!Tomorrow wil be a better day..cheer up!!

Joanna Tang said...

MeRy:Ya, thanks thanks.. friend! I must stay strong... struggling very hard now.

Joanna Tang said...

Family First:Thx, dear. I'll struggle really hard, i dun wanna disappoint u all who loves me.

Jen:Ya, I wish 1 day, she'll realise it.. I love her!

Irene Lim: Thx.. muak muak! hehe!^_^