Geram..... I dreamt of my ex-bf again last nite... makes me mentally and physically so restless...
I dreamt that he brought me to a resort... (our best ever memories was at the resort)
We strolled at the beach, he hold my hands so tightly that he promised that he'll never let go of my hands again, begging me to give him a last chance.... of course, I feel so insecure lah, as he has abandoned me before mah... moreover, I still hasn't recover from the pain that he caused previously..
He brought me to the same seafood restaurant that we used to visit, finally... stoopit me.. really gave him a chance boh... then u know lah... wah! so loving loh, lying on his shoulder.... all the sweet talk lah..then, middle of the dinner, he suddenly disappear.... I tried to call him, but seems like I couldn't recall his mobile number anymore, I can't even find his record in my phone directory too... at the end, he appear, he told me that he decided to leave me again... shit shit shit..
I told him, this time I sure die... so damn heartache..
Then, alarm ring, time to wake up to work... shit!
So damn tired, dragging my feet to office tis morning, so damn restless, like running for thousand miles chasing after my ex-bf... damn!!!
Ever since, he ring me on the phone... I become so mentally unstable... LOVE KILLS!