Monday, October 12, 2009

Anguish!!!

I met my ex-bf at my office area, I was walking to have my lunch at the coffee shop downstair... from far, I actually can sensed his existence... and I really met him...

I think he actually saw me from far, as when I sees him, he is actually staring at me... That sudden, I was wondering whether should I walk forward or backward?? My heart starts pumping fast, all of a sudden, I feel dizzy... nearly fainted... but, I keep reminding myself, I must walk past him with glory and pride...

His sparkling smile stalked me... damn! I cry again...

No doubt... I still love him.

10 comments:

Merryn said...

again.. and again.. and again.. i feel ur anguish.. be strong gal!

Joanna Tang said...

Merryn:speechless..(*cry*)

MeRy said...

Oh..cry again? be strong,Joanne !!
Never cry again infront of him.

Joanna Tang said...

MeRy:Ya, I didn't... just so sad..

Anonymous said...

hey joanna, don't be sad but i know is hard to control .. hang out more with us the "crazy yet simple gang" then u will be happy ... is hard to be sad in the gang .. when i am sad ... i tend to talk more with them, then i can be happy back .. u try too ... cheers n have a lovely day ... bluek ~ hehe ...

From your get 1 free 2 Brandon ~

Joanna Tang said...

My darling Brandon:Hey! but, i realised you talk a lots everytime i met u boh! so, u are eventually as blue as me lah! hehe!

I really enjoy with the gangs... makes me feel young again..haha!

Josephine said...

be strong!

Joanna Tang said...

Jo:Ya, thx thx... Aiyoh! where have u been? such long time didn't hear from u loh!

Chris said...

U still love him very deep...

Joanna Tang said...

Chris:He hurted me terribly..I wish I can try to step out to start on a new relationship..