Clubbing again!!!

Recently, I'm in love with clubbing... almost every weekend... Ya ya ya! I know it's very damaging... I'm trying my best to minimize it dy....

Anguish!!!

I met my ex-bf at my office area, I was walking to have my lunch at the coffee shop downstair... from far, I actually can sensed his existence... and I really met him...

I think he actually saw me from far, as when I sees him, he is actually staring at me... That sudden, I was wondering whether should I walk forward or backward?? My heart starts pumping fast, all of a sudden, I feel dizzy... nearly fainted... but, I keep reminding myself, I must walk past him with glory and pride...

His sparkling smile stalked me... damn! I cry again...

No doubt... I still love him.

Fullstop!!!

I finally went to register a new hp line, from now onwards, cannot simply make uneccessary phone calls... gotta shell out for my own phone bill expenses mah.. thrifty thrifty thrifty!!!!

I met my ex-bf yesterday afternoon, he came to collect his CCTV board, eventually, I returned him the whole set of computer.

He looks so skinny, tanned and aged nowadays, he's not as striking and sparkling as before... I feel the sting... damn! silly, right!

He pronounced that I slim down too much, advised me to gain some weight... Hello! Didn't he realise that he's the one who makes me this thin??? well, no point for the blame anymore...

I insisted to pass him back the simcard... he accepted grudgingly. I greeted him goodbye and wishes him all the best in the future...

Goodbye to the only man I love so deeply in my life... Goodbye all the bare promises... He taught me love, and he taught me how brutal can love be...

I walked off gracefully without even turns back to have a last glance on him... though I still love him deeply.