Recent me ^_^

Getting fatter and round.... it's time for some workout~

I'm back~

Today, I decided to lift my fingers and start to jot down my life journey again. I appreciate for what I'm having today, kids grown up, relationship with parents getting better, good living environment, enough to eat, enough to spend, promoted to a different field on job..... from HR to account..(struggle hard, but frankly, I never know I can adapt to such a different field well o~ blek....Lol) 

Lastly, thanks to my bf, who'r there for me mentally & physically... muacksssss.

A new change~

Year 2012, new aunty looks~

Perm and touch up of color for a change... never perm at this length.. to myself, it really looks aunty~ some friends comment that it suits me well... eventhough, my bf wish I could keep my hair long, but he seems to love the current curl, length and color..

ok ok... accept the fact... the hair suits my age... but, i am not going to disclose my age... no no no @_@

It takes me a year to fall in love on him~

Hey~ I'm not lying... It really takes me a year + 5 days to fall in love on him.. (learn to be very accurate.. like my boss(an architect does!) hehe!

ok ok! back to the storyline.

H first date me way back year 2010, in the month of May, umm~ I think lah!

We broke off twice, 1st broke off reason was I'm a divorcee.. Well~ first when he dates me, he knew I am.. right?

2nd reason was to obey his father's will...

So, that NUT left me twice!!

Will you still accept a man back, if he abandoned you twice??? (I bet nobody will~) but, I did it! @_@

Some of you might think that I'm ki siao~ but, after getting along with him for a year plus, his sincerity touches my heart~

Well~ I never dare to says that he's really my Mr Right. It still takes time to prove it! !

Love Poison

I thought I have forgotten about him... I thought I managed to defeat the hurt... I thought I finally able to let go of him and start on with a new relationship...

Its being 2 years we apart... I still not pretty sure, the actual reason he left me... or maybe, Its me who's not willing to accept the fact that he has changed.

He still exist deep down in my heart... I still fail to let go... until I face him...

Obviously, he has totally forego...

I have to keep trying to wipe him out from my mind and heart...

I will keep trying...

RESENTMENT

Why does women always got the blame for a failed marriage?

It's like a death sentence...

Nobody wish to have such a dramatic life...

I'm in such a devastating stage...

CRITERIA

Wat's ur criteria on selecting a life partner..

Wealth or Love? both...

Well, not many ppl are as lucky...

I think I'll rather choose to be solo... as I dun believe someone will love us unconditionally... except our God~ Amen!

mind-numbing

No matter how tough you are, never fly alone~ wat a tear jeaking remark...

Sometimes, I wish to be alone.... but sometimes, I feel lonesome to be alone... sounds crazy ya... hehe~

Sometimes, I feel proud to be able to troubleshoot all the tasks in terms of work, but sometimes I feel really exhausted on the workload...

It's nice to have someone to share your hapiness with, but sometimes, it's can be really distressing too...

Wat a misfortune day!!!

Having such an unpleasant days.... I felt wreathed about the way things had turned out for my best friend. She has been trying so hard to keep her marriage alive, but.. too bad, the husband is a total physchotic... He even accusing me for ruin their marriage.. moreover, he log in to his wife's fb and leave an awful comment on my fb wall, wtf!! The worst part is... he has been spreading faux statement against me... wat an idiot... pissed off with those silly man (not mentioning all man lah!), who never wanna admit their own mistake, but keep blaming others for their own failure... suckssss.... For goodness sake, I use to advise my friend to give in, eventhough, it's not her fault, I still pursuading her to be more patience with him, and this is how he think I am... I have had it enough, and that is... I dun wanna f*** care anymore...

Well, when a person is having bad tide of the day, bad luck will follow suit.. I caught in car accident again, partially is my fault too lah... I know I should not make the turn at the junction, but.. everyone of us who live here does that mah! (wat an excuse ~_~) at the end, butt got kiss loh... it costs me around $1k to repair, the other party promise to pay 1/2 of the repairing fee, but I have yet to receive the $$.... hopefully he won't fool me..

Received an sms from one of my friend's husband, asking me whereabout is his wife? Wat is that to do with me again?? How do I know where his wife is??? obviously, she's making use of my name to do something funny behind... Excuse me... if you wanna do something funny, think of other ways, not ruin your friend reputation here... I am sucks enough... I dun wanna be so kind hearted anymore...

Wat an unpleasant day of mine... shoo shoo~

1ST ATTEMPT

First update in Year 2011.

Well, A new beginning year for me, lots of unbelievable things happened in my life.. good & bad..

Someone who left me, came back IN to my life... U might think that I'm insane... (STOP guessing.. not TP #_#)

Quote: " We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

Ganbateh!

FORLORN

Feel deserted & anxiety... Always appreciate single life very much previously... but, recently get so petrifying #_#

I wish someone will appear at once to share my hapiness, emptiness.....

Birthday dinner at The Junk

I had a great birthday dinner at The Junk with my lovely gals friend, thx gals for spending your precious time with me, and the elegant necklace... I love it~ muacksss

Oh ya.. I'm back to my old hair style again... the vampire looks...

I've Never Been To Me

女人最大的幸福应该是自己给的..

女人最大的幸福应该是自己给的,
只是有时候我们会被悲伤仇恨嫉妒蒙蔽了双眼,
一头扎进去不愿意出来.

画地为牢,一遍又一遍地重复自己的悲伤.

其实女人不必如此,不用委屈着自己的心情.

快乐永远不缺少理由,没有谁必须是谁的太阳或月亮,
也没有谁离开谁就会窒息而亡.

学着自己给自己制造快乐和幸福,
用自身的魅力去吸引着别人,而不是死缠烂打地拖着某人.

学着去理解去体谅,
学着去遗忘一些不愉快的事情,
学着放弃纠缠于鸡毛蒜皮的小事,
学着忍耐淡然,
学着忽视表面的不安,
学着深信爱着的人.

女人该做一本让人忍不住读下去的书,
而不是一眼看穿的花瓶.

TO HAVE OR NOT TO HAVE?

Get to know him through a friend of mine...

He's not a local, we only hang out together, when he has his nite stop here... he'll fly off early the next morning.

Somehow, we both have those chemical feeling between us... but, it would be a long distance relationship...

Does it works?

FOR THE FIRST TIME

I personally likes this song of Rod Steward very much...

The feeling that I lost long ago... I might have forgotten what LOVE is...

Does Real LOVE appears only once in a life time..

Little note

It's been quite a while, I never drop any of my wording here.

Whenever I log in, I couldn't squeeze anything out from my mind to share here... though, lots of things happened in my life.

Where's my destiny... start thinking about it recently...

PLANET AMORE

Entrance to Planet Amore, nice ambiance

Simple black pepper chicken chop for dinner with ice lemon tea.

Philosophy~

Don't let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life... What's ur point of view?

When I was young, I was dying to finish my secondary school & start college, after college, I was dying to work and earn more $$, dying to marry someone... yet, I have made the wrong choice in life... regret~ it's too late....

Sunday Project

My ingredient for Tuna Puff~
1 tin of Tuna in sunflower oil
few drops of lemon
some mayo
some cherries tomatoes
some pineapples

Puff pastry from supermarket..

Bake in oven 200 degree celcius Yummy~